Just writing this right before i call it a day and get some sleep ! I had MAJOR writers block earlier, but i was able to finish what i promised my frand Nickerz I'd write ! We've been sharing songs lately and it's simply been an inspiration! So this is about nobody in particular, just came off the top of my head, but then it DID remind me of someone. No names tho =]
I REALLY hope you like it !! 2 ppl already do! Nickerz included! I didn't really think of a title tho =/
You told me in your sleep
“you’re the one I want for me”
But when you’re awake
I know there’s another that you see.
I wanted to be your one and only
Was that too much to ask?
You promised from the start
You’d make our relationship last.
You’ve made my heart too fragile
I don’t trust it in near you anymore
Cause when I did you simply
Left if for dead on the floor.
I wish you would tell me
What I fear the most to hear
Say it till it’s sunk in
Until I cry my last tear.
You first kissed me in the summer
At the park in the rain
Now our last kiss was in the fall
Still feel the tingle in my veins.
Baby I’ll still miss you
Even though you did me wrong
I couldn’t finish the words I had
Written for our love song…
*MUAH* i absolutely LOVE writing ! <3
Love always, Ashh !
9/11/09
Words Spoken From My Heart...
So as most of y'all know, I'm a writer.. have been writing songs/poems for as long as i could remember.. I'm not in the mood to write much cause I'm incredibly sad right now, but I'll just post some things Ive written. 100% original. All by me. From my heart... some Ive written in like 10 mins, others in a day or two. it all depends on my mood and inspiration for it. Ill tell you a lil bit bout each one as i go =]
PS. I start crying and all of a sudden it starts pouring outside... what are the chances!
So here are a few.. just for now...
“A.B.O.R.T.I.O.N”
You can’t make a mistake
And make others pay the price,
That’s why when you’re out having fun
Make sure you think things twice.
How would you be able to let someone
Go and cut your baby apart?
Do you think that someone like that
Has a loving and caring heart?
Didn’t think so.
So why are you on that hospital bed?
You know there’s a million thoughts
Running through your head.
Should you proceed or should you stop?
Do you think what you are doing is right?
If you go through with it
Tell me how will you be able to sleep at night?
Mistakes happen
Some actions come with consequences
You should have known by now
Because if you can acknowledge what you did
Then there is no need to ask me how.
Killing a child losing a soul
That God put inside of you
Makes one less in this world
That could have started something new.
A life with a purpose
Thrown into the depths of the ocean
All because you decided to give up
And have an abortion.
-wrote this for my creative writing class bout 2 years ago.. like outta no where.. but it's a subject i am strongly against so it inspired me to write about it =]
“Dear Mr. President”
Dear Mr. President
How are you today?
Are you aware that in your hands
People are dying everyday.
Dear Mr. President
How’s your family?
Why are they not out there fighting
With the U.S. Army?
Dear Mr. President
Did you enjoy your meal?
People are starving
Guess you don’t know how that feels.
Dear Mr. President
What is on your mind
When you wake up?
I bet that homeless guy is thinking
Please don’t steal my cup.
Dear Mr. President
What was your strategy?
To brain wash Americans into
Thinking they soon will be free?
Dear Mr. President
Oh how I’m glad
you’ll soon be gone
Someone will take your place
Thank God what took so long?
Dear Mr. President
Unlike me I hope
You have a very good day
I think I’ve spoke my mind
And said all I wanted to say.
- i've never really liked Former President Bush.. i don't know why. I found him as kinda a joke? idk. everyone is entitled to their opinion...
"MLK"
Back in the day
The world was duplicated,
a school for white, a school for blacks
It made life so complicated.
No two colors were allowed to mix
The world was divided by two races,
Segregation and prejudice
Against the same familiar faces.
Then a wise man came
And told the world his dream,
Of how he knew everything would change
Some agreed, others didn’t believe.
After his long and meaningful speech
This man was shot to death,
What he didn’t know was that the world was going to change
After his very last breath.
Since that day
The world hasn’t been the same,
Blacks and whites are now together
And are all recognized under one name.
Americans, Americans
Is what we all are,
And little did we know
That his big dream would come this far.
Now today we recognize his achievement
And he remains in our heats,
Cuz Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. brought together
What was once forced apart.
- I wrote this when i was like 15? in english class.. for a contest that i never got the chance to enter...
“I Still Believe”
When it was dark
And I couldn’t find the light of day,
You would always shine your
Brightest light my way.
Late at night when I’d cry
I somehow knew you were by my side,
And when I felt your presence in the room
I knew everything would be alright.
It may have been hard for me to see
All the blessings that you have given me
When I was lost and hidden in the dark
I found your light and you found my heart
After all of this I know
I still believe.
- written at around 14 yrs old? i think.. i was going through A LOT and this kinda eased my heart and soul a bit =]
OKAY, that's enough for now =] I have SOOOO much more but in the meanie time, i'm gonna go and think about life ... *sigh* Hope you enjoyed them !!!
P.S- I MISS MY Y5 GIRLS!! <3
<3 always, Ashh
PS. I start crying and all of a sudden it starts pouring outside... what are the chances!
So here are a few.. just for now...
“A.B.O.R.T.I.O.N”
You can’t make a mistake
And make others pay the price,
That’s why when you’re out having fun
Make sure you think things twice.
How would you be able to let someone
Go and cut your baby apart?
Do you think that someone like that
Has a loving and caring heart?
Didn’t think so.
So why are you on that hospital bed?
You know there’s a million thoughts
Running through your head.
Should you proceed or should you stop?
Do you think what you are doing is right?
If you go through with it
Tell me how will you be able to sleep at night?
Mistakes happen
Some actions come with consequences
You should have known by now
Because if you can acknowledge what you did
Then there is no need to ask me how.
Killing a child losing a soul
That God put inside of you
Makes one less in this world
That could have started something new.
A life with a purpose
Thrown into the depths of the ocean
All because you decided to give up
And have an abortion.
-wrote this for my creative writing class bout 2 years ago.. like outta no where.. but it's a subject i am strongly against so it inspired me to write about it =]
“Dear Mr. President”
Dear Mr. President
How are you today?
Are you aware that in your hands
People are dying everyday.
Dear Mr. President
How’s your family?
Why are they not out there fighting
With the U.S. Army?
Dear Mr. President
Did you enjoy your meal?
People are starving
Guess you don’t know how that feels.
Dear Mr. President
What is on your mind
When you wake up?
I bet that homeless guy is thinking
Please don’t steal my cup.
Dear Mr. President
What was your strategy?
To brain wash Americans into
Thinking they soon will be free?
Dear Mr. President
Oh how I’m glad
you’ll soon be gone
Someone will take your place
Thank God what took so long?
Dear Mr. President
Unlike me I hope
You have a very good day
I think I’ve spoke my mind
And said all I wanted to say.
- i've never really liked Former President Bush.. i don't know why. I found him as kinda a joke? idk. everyone is entitled to their opinion...
"MLK"
Back in the day
The world was duplicated,
a school for white, a school for blacks
It made life so complicated.
No two colors were allowed to mix
The world was divided by two races,
Segregation and prejudice
Against the same familiar faces.
Then a wise man came
And told the world his dream,
Of how he knew everything would change
Some agreed, others didn’t believe.
After his long and meaningful speech
This man was shot to death,
What he didn’t know was that the world was going to change
After his very last breath.
Since that day
The world hasn’t been the same,
Blacks and whites are now together
And are all recognized under one name.
Americans, Americans
Is what we all are,
And little did we know
That his big dream would come this far.
Now today we recognize his achievement
And he remains in our heats,
Cuz Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. brought together
What was once forced apart.
- I wrote this when i was like 15? in english class.. for a contest that i never got the chance to enter...
“I Still Believe”
When it was dark
And I couldn’t find the light of day,
You would always shine your
Brightest light my way.
Late at night when I’d cry
I somehow knew you were by my side,
And when I felt your presence in the room
I knew everything would be alright.
It may have been hard for me to see
All the blessings that you have given me
When I was lost and hidden in the dark
I found your light and you found my heart
After all of this I know
I still believe.
- written at around 14 yrs old? i think.. i was going through A LOT and this kinda eased my heart and soul a bit =]
OKAY, that's enough for now =] I have SOOOO much more but in the meanie time, i'm gonna go and think about life ... *sigh* Hope you enjoyed them !!!
P.S- I MISS MY Y5 GIRLS!! <3
<3 always, Ashh
9/9/09
A Day In The Life Of A Zombie =P
"There is something you don't know about me. And that something you will never know. If it's something no one has discovered, then it's something i shall never show." -ME
Hi guys! Sorry, but i had to write that. It came out outta nowhere just now when i started typing this. Not exactly sure what it means quite yet.. but save that for another day.
VENTING!
Today was an incredible long day! I went to sleep at around 630AM and woke up @ almost 9AM to be at work by 930AM =| NOT a smart move. Yep it's official. Last 4 days, i have only slept about 15 hours or so. In TOTAL! Why? Don't ask. Just know it was worth it! Got to work a tad bit late.. THEN i had absolutely NO energy left in my body. None! With all the morning paperwork i have to do and crunching numbers and counting registers .. ugh, days like these where being an Assistant Manager sucks BIG fat baby carrots!! So once i was done with all that mess, i LITERALLY grabbed a chair and sat behind the counter and dozed off until i heard that "dingdong" sound when someone walks into the store and i was like =| and got up to see who it was, sat back down. THANK GOD there are NO cameras in our store. I spent most of the time IMing Cory thru my phone and tweeting and stuff to keep me from falling asleep. YUS! it was THAT bad. Mind you, we sell candy at our clothes store. ---> -_- <--- yeah i know... so yeah we sell candy and its SUPER expensive.. there was this lady who wanted to buy a ringpop for her son.. JUST that. I was WAYY too comfy on my chair. So i go "umm, that candy is VERY expensive!" lady goes "how much?" i go "fie dollahs" ($5) and she was like :| , put it down and walked away! In reality, the ringpop she wanted costs $2.69 @ out store. STILL hella expensive.. but there was NO way in hell i was getting up just for that! ha! I called one of my co-workers pick up some KFC for me before she came in... well, she came in, with NO food -___- so she left again and got me the WRONG thing. So yeah, whatever i ended up stuffing my face .. while IMing Miles i think ... telling her my ringpop story bahaha! Had to take out the new shipment of clothes we got. ALL sweaters! Seriously. WHOOOO wears sweaters... in MIAMI! Where it's like 80 degrees on a Christmas morning. I have to admit tho, they ARE cute, but get real >.>
Apparently i was annoying my co-worker cause i lowered the store music and started playing the songs on my BB.. i was singing along to Ferras, Jay Z, Miley, Demi, Mariah, etc ... SOO loud! But i was deeeleeeriiiooussss !!! and in no motivation to work! SOOOOO yeah i was there till like 6ish even tho i was supposed to leave @ 530PM.. i actually clocked out and sat in the back! i wasn't even in the mood to DRIVE! lol... whatever i left! went to Best Buy, then to Wallymart =P THEN homeee at like 8pm? DD: and here i'm isss !
Gahh that was my day ! I'll be back laters to tweet more cause i KNOW i have wayyy to much to say ! =] LOVEE YA'll ! SOWWY if i bored ya'll to death LOL!
<33 Ashh
Hi guys! Sorry, but i had to write that. It came out outta nowhere just now when i started typing this. Not exactly sure what it means quite yet.. but save that for another day.
VENTING!
Today was an incredible long day! I went to sleep at around 630AM and woke up @ almost 9AM to be at work by 930AM =| NOT a smart move. Yep it's official. Last 4 days, i have only slept about 15 hours or so. In TOTAL! Why? Don't ask. Just know it was worth it! Got to work a tad bit late.. THEN i had absolutely NO energy left in my body. None! With all the morning paperwork i have to do and crunching numbers and counting registers .. ugh, days like these where being an Assistant Manager sucks BIG fat baby carrots!! So once i was done with all that mess, i LITERALLY grabbed a chair and sat behind the counter and dozed off until i heard that "dingdong" sound when someone walks into the store and i was like =| and got up to see who it was, sat back down. THANK GOD there are NO cameras in our store. I spent most of the time IMing Cory thru my phone and tweeting and stuff to keep me from falling asleep. YUS! it was THAT bad. Mind you, we sell candy at our clothes store. ---> -_- <--- yeah i know... so yeah we sell candy and its SUPER expensive.. there was this lady who wanted to buy a ringpop for her son.. JUST that. I was WAYY too comfy on my chair. So i go "umm, that candy is VERY expensive!" lady goes "how much?" i go "fie dollahs" ($5) and she was like :| , put it down and walked away! In reality, the ringpop she wanted costs $2.69 @ out store. STILL hella expensive.. but there was NO way in hell i was getting up just for that! ha! I called one of my co-workers pick up some KFC for me before she came in... well, she came in, with NO food -___- so she left again and got me the WRONG thing. So yeah, whatever i ended up stuffing my face .. while IMing Miles i think ... telling her my ringpop story bahaha! Had to take out the new shipment of clothes we got. ALL sweaters! Seriously. WHOOOO wears sweaters... in MIAMI! Where it's like 80 degrees on a Christmas morning. I have to admit tho, they ARE cute, but get real >.>
Apparently i was annoying my co-worker cause i lowered the store music and started playing the songs on my BB.. i was singing along to Ferras, Jay Z, Miley, Demi, Mariah, etc ... SOO loud! But i was deeeleeeriiiooussss !!! and in no motivation to work! SOOOOO yeah i was there till like 6ish even tho i was supposed to leave @ 530PM.. i actually clocked out and sat in the back! i wasn't even in the mood to DRIVE! lol... whatever i left! went to Best Buy, then to Wallymart =P THEN homeee at like 8pm? DD: and here i'm isss !
Gahh that was my day ! I'll be back laters to tweet more cause i KNOW i have wayyy to much to say ! =] LOVEE YA'll ! SOWWY if i bored ya'll to death LOL!
<33 Ashh
Exhausted
Ok so I'm blogging from mi phone, while at work. Omg! I have never felt so weak or exhausted in my life! In the past 4 days I've slept a total of like 14 hours! Yes, 14 !!! In 4 days!! I've been up either A. Working or B. Online ... For the past I should say almost week now I've been online chatting with my girls Cory, Lanie, Miley and sometimes Paige... NON STOP, ALL NIGHT!!! And I LOVEE talking to those girls ! I really do I enjoy every minute of it! And I can't shut off the computer!
I've always been an insomniac or nocturnal as you'd call it but damn never went soooo long with such little sleep and its really getting to me. I'm like drained to the max. I would soo fall asleep in the store now. We have no cameras (hence why I'm sitting in a chair writing this!). And nobody entiring the store means no action or movement whcI need to dedicate an ENTIRE day of sleeping !!! Maybe Friday :)
Ughh u just don't know how amay-zing these girls are! Like I've known Miley for a few months (personally), Lanie for a few weeks and Cory for about a week give or take and OMG I feel like I've known them foirever!! No joke! I can talk to them about anything, non stop (hence the alll nighters) lol!! And I appreciate them soo much ! We are Y5 aka CLAMP ! For those of u that don't know, CLAMP = Cory Lanie Ashley Miley Paige and Y5 is all our 5 Y's changing 2 to Paigeyy and Lawnyy hehe ! The best!! <33 But that's our thing!
I also run theheartofmiley on twitter! For those of ya'll that didn't know !!! So check up on that one !! And of course, if I personally know you, add my personal one... @ashley_831 hehe.
Gahh I just rambled! But it was good! I'm waiting for my co_worker to bring me BK!! Whoo haven't had fast food in MONTHS!! I was tryna eat healthy but umm =| I'm human lol. So anyhow, thanks guys for reading ! Ya'll rock!! :)
<33 ashh
9/7/09
Whoop De Do Da!
WOW has it been a minute since i've last posted on here ! Too, too much has happened within the last few months to even begin blogging about. First and foremost i wanna thank GOD for giving me yet another day of life. Above all, life is good! Doo da doo! Second, i have alot to say, just dont feel like typing too much right now cause i HAVE been up ALLLLL night =]
First, since the last time i blogged, i had NO job -__- and now, i do! thank you GOD! Since mid June (the 15th to be exact, haha how IRONIC... read previous blogs to know what im talking about) i started working as a part-time assistant manager at a store called Styles For Less. NO i did not know wtf that company was until i got interviewed for it. Got the job by a miracle of GOD as well. Just a random email for a position i didn't even think i qualified for. Only God knows.. So its been almost 3 months since ive been working there. I love it, most days. Love the ppl there, etc.
Also since the last time i blogged i had no BF! lol. Well Derek and i have been dating since June as well... going on 3 months in 2 days! whoop! Or AM i that excited? -__- he is great! has been thru SOO much with me the past few months its amazing what he puts up with <3 I got a new BLACKBERRY! WOOT! Its the Blackberry 8520 that was recently released. Its in a "frost" color aka bby blue! NO rolly bally thingy! its a trackpad. SOO much better! so thin, so perfect! Except for me throwing it in syrup a few moments ago -___- BUT yeah, T-Mobile Babyy! If u have BBM or Tmobile, let me give you my digits. and NOW i see why they call it CRACKberry. I am SOO addicted! =]
Third.. STILL haven't started college.. GAHHH when will i ever?! I want to. I REALLY do.. its just circumstances... ughh ! Still loving my besties Danielle && Brittney whom i miss SOOOO much ! Met some AMAY-ZING ppl through twitter/myspace recently! Cory & Lanie ! 2 girls that are sooo unique and soooo lovable and so inspiring. Gahh! They rock! Then there is this chick named Miley.. NOOO not MILEY CYRUS dude! Like, when will i ever get the chance to talk to someone like her! That'll be the day! Bahahaha! *wink wink* ANYWHO, i loooove my Ray of sunshine! She is amazing on soo many levels, so real, so down to earth, so.. my kinda person and they type of friend i need in my life! Along wiff Cory & Lanie && Pageyy .. all 5 of us are Y5 aka CLAMP! hahaha ! Couldn't of found a better name! I love my girls soooo much!
Other than the overly annoying and overly exaggerated vocal yells my mother gives at home on a daily basis... and the being broke all the time... life is GOOD! for now.. troubles are gonna come our way, but as long as we're prepared, it'll be okay.. HEY that rhymed! I hope God knows how much i APPRECIATE him and LOVE him and am SOO THANKFUL for everything he has given me even though i dont express it as much as i should!
So thanks SO much for reading, thanks for caring! I love you ALLL! <33
-Ashh
First, since the last time i blogged, i had NO job -__- and now, i do! thank you GOD! Since mid June (the 15th to be exact, haha how IRONIC... read previous blogs to know what im talking about) i started working as a part-time assistant manager at a store called Styles For Less. NO i did not know wtf that company was until i got interviewed for it. Got the job by a miracle of GOD as well. Just a random email for a position i didn't even think i qualified for. Only God knows.. So its been almost 3 months since ive been working there. I love it, most days. Love the ppl there, etc.
Also since the last time i blogged i had no BF! lol. Well Derek and i have been dating since June as well... going on 3 months in 2 days! whoop! Or AM i that excited? -__- he is great! has been thru SOO much with me the past few months its amazing what he puts up with <3 I got a new BLACKBERRY! WOOT! Its the Blackberry 8520 that was recently released. Its in a "frost" color aka bby blue! NO rolly bally thingy! its a trackpad. SOO much better! so thin, so perfect! Except for me throwing it in syrup a few moments ago -___- BUT yeah, T-Mobile Babyy! If u have BBM or Tmobile, let me give you my digits. and NOW i see why they call it CRACKberry. I am SOO addicted! =]
Third.. STILL haven't started college.. GAHHH when will i ever?! I want to. I REALLY do.. its just circumstances... ughh ! Still loving my besties Danielle && Brittney whom i miss SOOOO much ! Met some AMAY-ZING ppl through twitter/myspace recently! Cory & Lanie ! 2 girls that are sooo unique and soooo lovable and so inspiring. Gahh! They rock! Then there is this chick named Miley.. NOOO not MILEY CYRUS dude! Like, when will i ever get the chance to talk to someone like her! That'll be the day! Bahahaha! *wink wink* ANYWHO, i loooove my Ray of sunshine! She is amazing on soo many levels, so real, so down to earth, so.. my kinda person and they type of friend i need in my life! Along wiff Cory & Lanie && Pageyy .. all 5 of us are Y5 aka CLAMP! hahaha ! Couldn't of found a better name! I love my girls soooo much!
Other than the overly annoying and overly exaggerated vocal yells my mother gives at home on a daily basis... and the being broke all the time... life is GOOD! for now.. troubles are gonna come our way, but as long as we're prepared, it'll be okay.. HEY that rhymed! I hope God knows how much i APPRECIATE him and LOVE him and am SOO THANKFUL for everything he has given me even though i dont express it as much as i should!
So thanks SO much for reading, thanks for caring! I love you ALLL! <33
-Ashh
4/30/09
I Still Live With The Side Effects
So i'm finally home from that long drawn out trip of mine from Buffalo. Remember how i had to wait @ the JFK airport for so long? Well it paid off cause i got bumped up to first class! I was in seat 2A. It was great! You get so spoiled lol. This guy that worked there was nice enough to upgrade me outta nowhere! :)
So im back to this place called home. I really can't stand my mother. She is driving me to the point of insanity. So manipulative. All she is after is the money i DON'T have. WTF. Ugh i can't even blog about it cause it makes me mad. I'm pretty sure im gonna be in my room for the majority of the time. I have no intention of seeing anyone here. I miss my friends in Buffalo! I wish i was living up there. Everything was so
carefree. I need a plan. A plan for my life.
*sigh* So i was just about to cry and my mother knocks on the door to show me a singing snowman on a piano. wtf. That shit is not even cute! Why can't i ever be happy? Like seriously if i did something to deserve all this then let me know what it was so i can freaking repent! It's just not fair. Not fair for anyone and it sucks.
I need a job. I cannot be without a job. I can't be stuck in this house forever. Plus i got bills to pay. *sigh* there is not much else i can say or do. Just wait patiently.
<3 Ashh
So im back to this place called home. I really can't stand my mother. She is driving me to the point of insanity. So manipulative. All she is after is the money i DON'T have. WTF. Ugh i can't even blog about it cause it makes me mad. I'm pretty sure im gonna be in my room for the majority of the time. I have no intention of seeing anyone here. I miss my friends in Buffalo! I wish i was living up there. Everything was so
carefree. I need a plan. A plan for my life.
*sigh* So i was just about to cry and my mother knocks on the door to show me a singing snowman on a piano. wtf. That shit is not even cute! Why can't i ever be happy? Like seriously if i did something to deserve all this then let me know what it was so i can freaking repent! It's just not fair. Not fair for anyone and it sucks.
I need a job. I cannot be without a job. I can't be stuck in this house forever. Plus i got bills to pay. *sigh* there is not much else i can say or do. Just wait patiently.
<3 Ashh
4/29/09
A Series Of Unfortunate Events
As i write this i am sitting in a recharge station in New York City @ the JFK airport. If anything i should have been 35,000 feet in the air on my way to Miami now but noooooo. My first flight had to be delayed an hour because of maintenance issues which made me miss my connecting flight. At first i had hope that we were going to make it. Original departure time was 6am. We left at 7am. My connecting flight departed at 8:15am, we arrived at 8:20am... sooo i was re-booked onto a flight @ 1pm. That's FOUR, no wait, almost FIVE hours in a fricking airport full of weird people with this random Swine Flu that just appeared.
But anyhow, enough venting. I enjoyed my week in Buffalo. It was A LOT of fun. I saw people i hadn't seen in years and i'm so happy that i did. I think one of the best parts of my trip was yesterday when i went to my elementary/middle school to visit. I could not believe how that place has changed in the 5 years since i graduated from there. Some of the same teachers are still there. Most put a smile on my face. I got to spend part of the day with Lilliam and the other part with Janice. Two old friends of mine, now with children lol.
I'm kinda sad that i had to leave but at the same time im not. When i said bye to Brittney i hugged her like 12 times lol. I love that girl sooo much and imma miss her terribly even though i know we'll be in contact almost everyday. I had sooo much fun with her and had my first drunken experience with her lmaoo. "Memories". I can't wait till she comes down to Miami in the summer. I really hope that she does cause that would be a blast.
So as i wait for this next flight of mine i am just going to be here, killing precious time. I'm actually in no kind of hurry to get back to that Miami heat (not the team) lol. IDK exactly what i'll be doing once im there since i have no job but i will try to make good use of the time and go job hunting again. Oy.
Wish me a safe trip (even though i know it will be a safe one) and i'll blog for ya lataaaaa. ;) <3 Ashh
But anyhow, enough venting. I enjoyed my week in Buffalo. It was A LOT of fun. I saw people i hadn't seen in years and i'm so happy that i did. I think one of the best parts of my trip was yesterday when i went to my elementary/middle school to visit. I could not believe how that place has changed in the 5 years since i graduated from there. Some of the same teachers are still there. Most put a smile on my face. I got to spend part of the day with Lilliam and the other part with Janice. Two old friends of mine, now with children lol.
I'm kinda sad that i had to leave but at the same time im not. When i said bye to Brittney i hugged her like 12 times lol. I love that girl sooo much and imma miss her terribly even though i know we'll be in contact almost everyday. I had sooo much fun with her and had my first drunken experience with her lmaoo. "Memories". I can't wait till she comes down to Miami in the summer. I really hope that she does cause that would be a blast.
So as i wait for this next flight of mine i am just going to be here, killing precious time. I'm actually in no kind of hurry to get back to that Miami heat (not the team) lol. IDK exactly what i'll be doing once im there since i have no job but i will try to make good use of the time and go job hunting again. Oy.
Wish me a safe trip (even though i know it will be a safe one) and i'll blog for ya lataaaaa. ;) <3 Ashh
4/24/09
Party In The Club
Soo Britt and i went clubbing last night. It was fun, at first. We were dancing with random guys lol. Britt was "drunk" but she says she wasn't. The alcohol had no effect on me at all whatsoever lol. We went downtown to a place called "Pure". They played wack music. It sucked. We got there at like 1:30am. Left at around 3:30am. Went to Jim's Steakhouse & saw Joshua. Boy has he changed! OMG! Then got home @ around 4:30am, got into PJ's and we both knocked the fcuk out! Woke up at like 10ish cause Britt had to go to school so i went with her. Came back to her house, knocked out for like 2 hours lol.
I went to my old church and saw my friend Janice. She hasn't changed. Saw her parents and brother. Then i went where Britt was cause she went to meet with her friend Seth. SO anyhow, now we tryna get ready to go to the town ballroom in downtown for the "Blackout" party. Meagan is here. Jamie is picking us up! I miss her! Haven't seen her in years! OMG i love this im having a blast seeing everyone after sooo long! I hope we have fun tonight. This is exciting and i'm taking pictures of every moment so check my facebook ;)
There are soo many things i wanna do and soo many people i wanna see but soo little time. Sometimes i wish i lived down here still. All my peoples are here. & then some haters. But anyhow,m i needa start getting ready! What do i wear? IDK!
I'll keep ya posted! ;) Good night! <3
I went to my old church and saw my friend Janice. She hasn't changed. Saw her parents and brother. Then i went where Britt was cause she went to meet with her friend Seth. SO anyhow, now we tryna get ready to go to the town ballroom in downtown for the "Blackout" party. Meagan is here. Jamie is picking us up! I miss her! Haven't seen her in years! OMG i love this im having a blast seeing everyone after sooo long! I hope we have fun tonight. This is exciting and i'm taking pictures of every moment so check my facebook ;)
There are soo many things i wanna do and soo many people i wanna see but soo little time. Sometimes i wish i lived down here still. All my peoples are here. & then some haters. But anyhow,m i needa start getting ready! What do i wear? IDK!
I'll keep ya posted! ;) Good night! <3
4/22/09
For The Nostalgia
So i am finally in Buffalo. I had a great flight. No problems. A lil turbulence when landing in Buffalo. Actually, a lot of it. Got me dizzy for a bit. But above all it was good. Aside from sitting next to two old smelly guys on the second flight, and a fat snoring one on the first. OH! And it was freezing! I came in sandals. Big mistake lol. I was shivering. It was a blinding cold i had not felt in a loooong time.
When i got here the girl that was nice enough to give me a ride was waiting right at the gate for me. Baggage was delayed. Finally arrived @ Brittney's house. When i saw her i ran up to her and hugged her soooo tight! Like i lifted her up from the floor... twice. Yes there was screaming lol. A happy scream :)
It seems surreal that im actually here because honestly, it seems as if i never left and Ive been here forever. A lot of the places look a little bit different but Ive only seen a bit of the city. I still have to explore more of my once loved city. I can't wait to see people i had not seen in so long. I'm super excited. I just wish i had a car :(
Tomorrow should arrive my eye glasses that i am not too happy about but i was kinda rushed and stuff. So whatever. At least i have new ones and contacts :) Today has been a long day and i cant believe it's not even over yet! Whoa. I'm pumped. Tomorrow we are going Clubbing! YAY! Ok so anyhow, this is my vacation and i am going to enjoy it to the fullest. It has been well earned. I'll blog later this week!
"Forget About Yesterday, Don't Worry About Tomorrow, Just Live Your Life Today"
When i got here the girl that was nice enough to give me a ride was waiting right at the gate for me. Baggage was delayed. Finally arrived @ Brittney's house. When i saw her i ran up to her and hugged her soooo tight! Like i lifted her up from the floor... twice. Yes there was screaming lol. A happy scream :)
It seems surreal that im actually here because honestly, it seems as if i never left and Ive been here forever. A lot of the places look a little bit different but Ive only seen a bit of the city. I still have to explore more of my once loved city. I can't wait to see people i had not seen in so long. I'm super excited. I just wish i had a car :(
Tomorrow should arrive my eye glasses that i am not too happy about but i was kinda rushed and stuff. So whatever. At least i have new ones and contacts :) Today has been a long day and i cant believe it's not even over yet! Whoa. I'm pumped. Tomorrow we are going Clubbing! YAY! Ok so anyhow, this is my vacation and i am going to enjoy it to the fullest. It has been well earned. I'll blog later this week!
"Forget About Yesterday, Don't Worry About Tomorrow, Just Live Your Life Today"
4/21/09
Da Double Dee Double Di
Today has got to be the day where i have a zillion things to do & so i wake up, and here i am laying in bed writing this! This laziness and procrastination is so hard to shake off. It runs through my blood lol. In exactly 24 hours I'll be on a plane to Buffalo and i have not packed a single thing. Don't have clean clothes, haven't even found the suitcase. oy.
I still need to go to the eye doctor to put in my prescription. that should be taken care of today. I wanna do my hair cause it's nappy. Straight is always easier. WOW i'm watching the weather channel and they just said "Or you can Twitter us to give us your ideas..." LMAOO. Everyone has Twitter. How disconcerting. So anyhow, I told my mom we were leaving in 7 mins and she's getting ready... i'm still in bed O_o
I'm actually feeling good about myself today. I feel like today might be good day. I think i better go get ready. I'll blog a little bit laterrrr. ;)
I still need to go to the eye doctor to put in my prescription. that should be taken care of today. I wanna do my hair cause it's nappy. Straight is always easier. WOW i'm watching the weather channel and they just said "Or you can Twitter us to give us your ideas..." LMAOO. Everyone has Twitter. How disconcerting. So anyhow, I told my mom we were leaving in 7 mins and she's getting ready... i'm still in bed O_o
I'm actually feeling good about myself today. I feel like today might be good day. I think i better go get ready. I'll blog a little bit laterrrr. ;)
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