Myspace Bloggs ;)

These are posts i have written on my Myspace Blog BUT ... since not everyone has a myspace, i guess i'll share them over HURR lol.

"I Shoulda Known Better" (2009)

Verse 1:
Those words you used to say to me,
that soothed me like an ocean breeze,
have now become a distant memory,
too far back for my mind to see.
You fooled this young brown eyed girl,
telling her lies when she gave you her world.
When you say I love you it stabs my heart,
cause your the one who decided we should be apart...

Chorus 1:
I shoulda known better
Shoulda known the game you play,
I shoulda known better
Shoulda known you'd have your way,
I shoulda known better
Than to give my heart away... To you.

Verse 2:
I tried to make us what we'd never be,
I guess that's what really got to me.
I gave you the stars and the moon,
but I think I gave them to you a bit too soon.
I gave you my heart not once but twice,
and ended up paying the ultimate price.

Chorus 2:
I shoulda known better
Shoulda known this day would arise
I shoulda known better
Shoulda known your eyes hid lies
I shoulda known better
Than to breakdown and cry... For you

Bridge:
So much honesty, so much trust
Our love turned to ashes and ashes to dust
Why did you leave my heart all alone
Baby baby I shoulda known....

Chorus 1:
I shoulda known better
Shoulda known the game you play
I shoulda known better
Shoulda known you'd have your way
I shoulda known better
Than to give my heart away... To you.


"It's Too Late" (2009)

You’re hot and your cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re just like Katy Perry sings
How many times have I told you so?

We went through this once
Now we’re going through it again
I think this just about did it
This little game has got to end

All those sleepless nights I’ve suffered
Not knowing what to do
Were all because I couldn’t
Stop thinking about you

Wow, you’ve sunk that low?
“we shouldn’t talk anymore”
Is this the kind of guy
I’m shedding my tears for?

You’ve blocked my digits
You’re ignoring my texts
Now I fear what’s lurking
Around the corner next

Why am I giving my all
To one who clearly has moved on
That “first love” we once had
Has now disappeared, it’s gone

You were my first but now its sunk in
That you wont be my last
Damn I never thought
This could all happen so fast

Don’t you know your killing me slowly
I’m in the process of losing all I had
Nothing in this world could’ve prepared me
For this pain that hurts so bad

You let the others manipulate you
You’ve been blinded by their opinions
Here I was fighting for you
Thinking I’d be your one in a million

I can’t stay living in the past
I’ve got all my life to live
I know there is someone out there
Who deserves the love I give

At last no strings attached
Feel free to go out on your dates
Just remember what you let go of
Cause as of yesterday, its officially too late…


These next ones were written with miss "Miley Cyrus" in mind ... <3 "Who Am I?" (2009)

I'm far from what you think of me
Go ahead and tell me what you see
I’m not sorry I’m not who you want me to be
I’m tired of hearing “what kind of role model is she?”

Your head is filled with butterflies
I can’t believe you believe these lies
Like “yeah she’s been with so many guys”
But who am I kidding, that’s no surprise

“You’re gonna end up like Britney Spears!”
Gee thanks, but you really think i'm gonna run in tears?
Actually that’s the best compliment I’ve heard all year
Nothing can break me, sorry my dear.

“You’re a hoe, you’re a slut” yes i've heard it all
And I know half the world wants to see me fall
I’m sheltered by angels who come when I call
And there’s nothing you can do to break down that wall

In about 5 years I’ll be twenty one
Even then are you gonna bash me for having fun?
Or will this entire episode of my life be rerun?
Cause when I think it’s finally over I find out its just begun

As much as you’d like to start a war
I’m above your level that’s for sure
Your opinions I will simply ignore
Yeah go ahead hate on me some more

God, Friends, Family is all I need
To help me move forward and succeed
Into your negativity I will not feed
Cause I’m not a follower, baby I lead.



"Like A Virus" (2009)

I wish you could feel the way I feel
When you say those words to me,
How I wish that I could say them back
So you know just what I mean.
I don’t think anyone asked for your opinion
Sorry u don’t like the way I dress,
But the last time I checked
It’s not you I’m here to impress.
Sorry im no longer a pre-teen
On a television show,
& just cause I wear shorts
Don’t make me a hoe.
Why are you trying to bash and trash me?
You’re just mad I can rock it and you can’t,
Well sorry honey nobody
Wants to listen to you rant.
Just a little reminder
I’m 16 and grown,
And I can very much make
Choices on my own.
You’re hating cause my style
Is sick like a virus
For the rest of your life
You’re gonna remember M Cyrus!



"Don't Judge" (2009)

Just cause you see my face
Up on the tv
And you know my name
Don’t mean you know me

You seem a little concerned
Over my well being
About my friends & family
And who I’m seeing

I wish you’d recognize
My life is not your concern
I don’t know what else to do or say
Until you finally learn

Let me live my life
Let me do what I do
Let me go my own way
Without hearing a word from you

Before you judge me
Go check out a 4th grade classroom
I’ll bet you’ll find little girls in tight shorts
Growing up just a bit too soon

Oh and yes before you judge me
Go & grab your daughters phone
And see what kind of pictures she takes
When she’s home alone

Oh and one last thing
If you judge me, then I’ll judge you
And honey that is something
You would not want me to do"



"Through Her Eyes" (2009)

In the hidden part of a pop stars life
You’ll find tears that have yet to fall
You’ll find pain that has yet to hurt
Cause all you see is the side that shines
But who sees the dimmer side at all??

Whom I play is not who I am
Simply an added side of me,
Cause the hidden part of this pop stars life
Is something deeper than what you see.

The girl i stare at in the mirror
Makeup, hair and all,
Is the girl so many want to be
Yet I’m the one they want to see fall.

Brushing up against the wall,
Guitar in hand with no thoughts at all
Just playing the first thing that comes to mind.
busy days turn to lonely nights
Wishing i had more time to myself,
Just me and my guitar, no one else
Time to think back of how life used to be,
And realize, this life is now a part of me.

Picture here, pose there
Paparazzi don’t even care.
Calling me names I don’t deserve
I can’t believe they had the nerve.
I can’t fathom why people are so mean,
Is this the price to live my dream?

They say I’m too big, now im showing too much
Sometimes I feel like ive had enough
But with the push of the people I love the most
I know I can’t give up cause im so close
To fulfilling my purpose and dream
To bring hope is my destiny.


THANKS FOR READING !!! <3 <3

-Ash

Same Old, Same Old ...

K, so ... I was going through my litto "Hello Kitty" binder (don't judge), which is where i keep all my poems and songs and stuff and realized, i've been quite talented for a while .. haha ! Like, alot are from 2006 and 2007 when i was like, 16 & 17 ... Sometimes i look back at them and laugh ... sometimes i look back at them and say "Did i seriously write this?" . but when inspiration hits ... it hits ! So yeah, i guess i'll share some old stuff . I love hearing feedback from people when it comes to my writing . whether its good or bad ... i like to reflect on it. Doesn't mean imma change the way i write, cause the way i write IS me and i won't be changing ME for anyone ... but ... at lease i can get tips and ideas that i could prolly try and incorporate in my writing . So, be honest .. tell me what you think ....

"When I'm Gone" (2006)

When I'm gone will you cherish all the moments that we spent together,
Though it all i can't forget because memories last forever.
We tried to hold on through all these years,
But all of out disagreements brought us to tears.
From here on out we;re on our own,
What's next to come is still unknown.
Being that this is so hard to do,
I want you to know i still care for you.
In my mind will remain your face,
From my memory it will never erase.


"Excuses" (2007)

I hope you can't sleep at night,
Knowing that I'll never be alright.
Because of you I'm crying,
Because of you I'm dying.
I trusted you, I gave my all,
But now you stand there as i fall.
Why did you walk into my life,
And walk right out, that wasn't right ...

I don't wanna hear (nope)
I don't wanna hear, excuses.
They won't heal my heart (nope)
They won't heal my heart, they're useless.

I was so young, I was naive,
The things you said i would believe.
You said i made you happy,
You said you needed me.
I let you go but didn't see,
That once I did you weren't coming back to.

I don't wanna hear (nope)
I don't wanna hear, excuses.
They won't heal my heart (nope)
They won't heal my heart, they're useless.


"Hope. Faith. Love." (2008)

Through the worries, through the rain,
Through the struggles, and through the pain.
I've come to learn that life IS worth living.
Through the smiles, through the laughs,
Through the present, and through the past.
I've come to learn that life IS worth living.
A little bit of hope, a little bit of faith, a little bit of love,
Is all you need to make it through the day.
No need to question God above, just remember all you need
is Hope. Faith. and Love.
No matter the situation or how hard you may fall,
Just believe and you will see, you will get through it all.
[Love] the world like God loves you, have some [Faith] in all you do,
Just be [Hopeful] and your dreams will ALL come true!


"Victory" (2008)

In the midst of all the crying, in the midst of all the pain,
I'll guarantee a smile if you simply call his name.
No one can heal you faster, no one can bring the light,
The one that'll take the darkness so that you will be alright.
Declare it with me, I've got the victory,
Nothing in this world can take this joy away from me!