FML.

Sooo, today didn't turn out the way i thought it would. *sigh* I was fired from my job. Yes, fired. The job i had for 1 year and 5 months. Oh wait, how ironic that i started on November 15th and got fired on April 15th? Hmmm.

I'm an emotional mess. Ive been crying non stop. But actually i haven't been crying because of the fact that i got fired. Just the fact that i feel betrayed. You think you know someone and then you get stabbed with a knife sharper than cheddar cheese :P

I wanted to leave that place. Just not today. Not without having another job. And wanna know the best part? I get home only to get yelled at by my mother telling me that i have to pay $400 in rent next month no matter what! Isn't that great? SO the only person i have to turn to is my girl Danielle who thank God has ALWAYS been there for me no matter what. What would i do w/o my dork?

SO i wanna apply for unemployment but i just don't know how. I don't know what to do with my life at this point. I feel like i have nothing to look forward to. Like my dork says, "Jesus, whenever your ready!!". Thankfully i only have a tiny bit of money left that i can work with. Or maybe not since everything i have is what my effin mother is claiming i have to pay. We'll see about that one.

Soo yeah i don't have anything else to say other than i'm sad but i'll get over it soon enough. I'll be posting more blogs. Hey, this is a relief. i like writing :)