SO, i get up, get ready for work, get to work a little late, as usual. had to like, wait a while cause these peeps had left to take care of thier bidness. They arrive, only to get in trouble once again b/c im wearing sandals :(
So im told to do ish and i do it. but then i started feeling so overwhelmed. i started getting negative vibes from ALL over that damn place and i ended up feeling sad and just overall very emotional. it was weird. not super weird b/c that's how i feel every time im there but just weirder? Then i have my lovely assistant manager talking about how im this and that and blah blah blah. and yes, i was holding back the tears as always. it got to the point where i just had to get the hell outta there. i asked my manager if i could leave cause i didn't feel well. i DIDN'T feel well, emotionally. i had to get outta there no matter what. and so i did. i lost 8 hours of work but i don't care. im tired of being ridiculed and taken as one big joke. nobody takes me seriously. like what do i have to do to be taken seriously?
so imma shut up about work now cause its the last thing i wanna think about now. i went to get an eye exam today. YAY! it was very spontaneous. $130 bucks but hey, i was looooong over due. i'm going to get some cute squared black frames. as well as the contacts of course. i have some trial contacts now which i will be using for about 2 weeks maybe? idk. i feel weird w/o my glasses though. i havent worn contacts in like 3 years soooo yeahh. that explains it.
i need to start asking myself some serious questions. i need some alone time with God and seriously start seeking him again like i was before. i cant do this on my own and he knows that. i told him already. im going to try and stay focused but it really is hard. *sigh*
i have some people that actually care though and im thankful for them. ;) they know who they are.
this is a picture i took today w/ my contacts on ;)
The song that won't leave my mind and i listen to 24/7 is "The Climb" By Miley Cyrus. I listen in it every single day, no joke and when i do, all i do is cry, cry, cry. Its such an emotional song and it just reminds me of my situation and how i feel. So thank you Miley for writing such an amazing song. Also congrats for her movie being number 1! i saw it, loved it. yay!
Thats enough for now. Just remember... Life's A Climb.
So im told to do ish and i do it. but then i started feeling so overwhelmed. i started getting negative vibes from ALL over that damn place and i ended up feeling sad and just overall very emotional. it was weird. not super weird b/c that's how i feel every time im there but just weirder? Then i have my lovely assistant manager talking about how im this and that and blah blah blah. and yes, i was holding back the tears as always. it got to the point where i just had to get the hell outta there. i asked my manager if i could leave cause i didn't feel well. i DIDN'T feel well, emotionally. i had to get outta there no matter what. and so i did. i lost 8 hours of work but i don't care. im tired of being ridiculed and taken as one big joke. nobody takes me seriously. like what do i have to do to be taken seriously?
so imma shut up about work now cause its the last thing i wanna think about now. i went to get an eye exam today. YAY! it was very spontaneous. $130 bucks but hey, i was looooong over due. i'm going to get some cute squared black frames. as well as the contacts of course. i have some trial contacts now which i will be using for about 2 weeks maybe? idk. i feel weird w/o my glasses though. i havent worn contacts in like 3 years soooo yeahh. that explains it.
i need to start asking myself some serious questions. i need some alone time with God and seriously start seeking him again like i was before. i cant do this on my own and he knows that. i told him already. im going to try and stay focused but it really is hard. *sigh*
i have some people that actually care though and im thankful for them. ;) they know who they are.
this is a picture i took today w/ my contacts on ;)
The song that won't leave my mind and i listen to 24/7 is "The Climb" By Miley Cyrus. I listen in it every single day, no joke and when i do, all i do is cry, cry, cry. Its such an emotional song and it just reminds me of my situation and how i feel. So thank you Miley for writing such an amazing song. Also congrats for her movie being number 1! i saw it, loved it. yay!
Thats enough for now. Just remember... Life's A Climb.
